im fallen

i miss garrett cheese popcorn , gonna bite u on fri ^^v

i feel like killing myself cos i just sucks in making decisions ! FML

I LOVE MY FRIENDS YO.

they inspiriting me alot , especially YOU. i dont know how to thank you who had always give me sucha great advices and make me stand strong . kau idolah ku <3>

sayang semuanya

i miss aljunied :')
the place where, i first learnt how to be independent, to write , to read , to respect , and here i am now, ive becoming a PERSON. who knows,what is good and what is bad .the place where i get to know banyak awesome people , my asatizah<3>since shaz kental lodeh , sampai dah 19 ?! hmmm~ it had been 10 years ~i'll cherish every moments together .
shazeera sayang aljunied family , shazeera tetap jiwa aljunied :)
thanks :')

awesome mowsome

hey handsome and pretty readers .

hmm hmm , i feel soo outdated that actually there's alot of intresting places in singapore that i didnt know =.=' LOL

last friday , fatched shifa' from school then off to her crib . ohya, on our way to woodland , bumped into syafiqah dalam train . she's cute yet O-M-G i cant belive that was her . k watever ^^ to cut it short , we went to admiralty park and there's this place where kalau org tk nmpk org tk tawu, yeah! haha camwhored ^^v then we walked to woodland waterfront a.k.a JOHOR ! hahaha . i fall inlove with the place please, cos its veh veh relaxing futhermore , bila petang and you can watch the sun goes down veh clearly , subhanallah , NAAAIIIZZEEE <3>

walked back to woodland mrt , pasar mlm ^^v then trained to admiralty and homed :) thats all about my awesome friday with my BGF, shifa' <3

my saturday..

as ussual la , angklong .. but before that i attended ite talk -.-' and i was late for angklong . took taxi to paya lebar thn bused to school. hahs. theres 8 new angklong members :D and we the seniors have to guide bdk2 baru .. intresting ! can't belive this yr was my 4th yr with angklunites ! but sadly , i've to leave them this year, due to my school timetable :')

afta angklong, trained to eunos, meet syafiq and bused to AMK. jmpe his frn, amirul accompanied him to beli kasut,we buy mkn blablabla and took cab to seranggon. omg, i was nervors ! hahha tk knl k bdkbdk takraw, only afew lah -.-' so yeah.

its already 8:15pm belum maghrib -.-' he walked me to istiqamah mosque. thn i ased him to pergi dulu lah ,cos dia ada takraw, konon nye i can manage on my own lah nak gi sana balik. -.-' sekali .. yeah, S-E-S-A-T :DDD apek and nyonya blured whn i ased them ' excuse me, do you know where's takraw court ? which block? ' they were like ' 0_o? takraw court ? semo court ? ' i was like ' erkk, its k, THANKS ! :D -.- ' pusing2 also tk jumpa, skali nmpk 55, tros naik and balik c:

bye ^^v

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning.

"We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to accept the life that is waiting for us"

im doing good yo. my life was awesome <3

can't wait for new school , new people , new friends . omg can't imagine will be having indian and chinesse mates ! haha..

actually,i desprately wanna blog, cos my page kinda dusty but i have no idea what to talk about -.-'

till we meet again,bye

and seriously , cerita ' aku masih dara ' made me cry ! sedih gils not only sedih, but lelaki mcm firdaus tu one in a million =')

better yet,SHUT UP if you dont have anythink positive to say

SHUT UP, I KNOW WHAT IM DOING.

why cant everyone just shut up and live their own life ? im tired of hearing all those fucking rumours,it pissed me off.

my life my choice,stop judging others by what you see,treasure them and you will understand . urgh

mom,actually im scared to face reality. i've no self-confident to make any desicions. theres alot of chances infront of me,i just need to grab it.but the reason why im still like this is beacause, IM NOT READY,idk why but im just scared.i need to build self-confident in me. shits~

people change ,

i miss everyone who've changed .

i miss my daddy szooo much.i mean the old him. he changed alot since last 2 years,and after what he did towards my family was damn P.I.T.A !i am very dissapointed cos,u've ruin my birthday on the 241109 and u made the changes to our family .i dont know whats on your mind.you are sucha family man , caring , funny person and nice too last time but i dont know what makes you changed soo suddent.

whatever itis , im still thankfull that you're still here for us but we're not as close as last time . this house was not as bright as before,i seldom hear your laughter,voice,nags,and all which im missing it badly since you're not staying with us anymore.

and i thank god that we still can feel his existance as in eventho we're seperated , but he still here with us and make us feel like we still have father who still care and love us.he never ferget us . he spend most of his free time with us c: only that we're not staying together c:

whatever it is, im happy to have you as my dad <3

this is all life .

HAPPY NEW YEAR

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVEREYBADEH ~

finally its 2011, amazing.

well , my first day of the year was awesome . went to rabiatul's brother wedding at sembawang with my partner,shifa' <3

laughed our ass out at funny looking people and yeah those makcik's makcik's , you know? makcik's makcik's if dah jumpa~ lol

ohhya, the unawesome part of my new year was whn i bumped rashad ali. he thought that im going to that wedding with -.-? wth it had been a year lah dude,you dont know meh ? haiya u spoilted my awesome new year already cos my hati pecah.
nehmind , since you used to be my good friend, i forgive you. shazeera is a better person what ~ must forgive and forget ^^,

then, walked to sembawang mrt and trained to woodland.. went to marsiling lama? ohya!! ada org mati at marsiling,idk what that place lah, but the pat marsiling and ade pond ke sungai gitu. polis blocked thn got tent . seram. yeah~wow marsiling lama macam penisular sikitsikit,alot of immatations nye barang, velly cheap one.then shifa's dad called ask to meet at cousway,bus to causway at had dinner at pastamania,speacial thanks to shifa's family for the treat<3>

BLAHBLAHBLAH ~ by 930pm i trained and bused home.

well ~ meybe what nysa told me was true, "god got something better plan for us. :) just stay strong, my mom always tell me this, "kiter sebagai perempuan hati mesti nak kuat. dont let love poison our mind." " i just have to keep believing! thanks alot nysa said . ure sucha naize person actually. hehe <3