NEVER

Im sorry , im not perfact .

im just a girl with dream , i dream big . i have so many things that i wanted to achieve , yet i never think far , thats why i achieved NON of my dreams .. i've been wanting so many things and i've work hard for it but i always fail . i gave up , i wanting something new , i fail again . i gave up and ended up , i get nothing ..

i just want to be sucessful , i want to make them proud , i want to be somebody to everybody . i want to be useful .

im sorry , i never have chance to be all the things i wanna be . im a looser , failure , a girl who only know how to dream but does'nt want to work hard . F.M.L

keep holding

" i began to realise that no other girls can replace you . How can i replace someone that i love soo much ? it's impossible .

you are the beat to my heart , the apple to my eye , the direction in my life , the soul to my body , etc . there are infinite words for me to describe you , MY ONE AND ONLY . i love you soo much . falling in love with you is the one of the best thing thats had happened in my life . i'll keep on holding to on to you thru our ups and downs . im soo inlove with you , and i just want you to remember that you will forever be in my heart .. " - sheikh Abdurrahman <3

real love .

according to you , im stupid , im useless i can't do anything right .. according to you im difficult , hard to please , forever changing my mind .. im a mess in a dress ,can't show up on time , even if it would save my life , according to you , to you .

according to you im boring , im moody , and you cant take me any place . according to you im sucks at telling jokes , cause i always give it away..hmph , im the girl with the worst attention span ,you are the boy who puts up with that. but , according to this boy here ,

IM BEAUTIFUL , INCREDIBLE , HE CANT LET ME OUT OF HIS HEAD , ACCORDING TO HIM IM FUNNY ,IRRESISTIBLE,EVERYTHING HE EVER WANTED <3

everything is opposite,i dont feel like stopping it, so baby tell me what i got to lose . he's into me for everything im not according to you . i need to feel appriciated , like im not hated , why cant yu see me through his eyes ? its too bad you're making me dizzy . but according to me , you're stupid , you're useless and you cant do anything right ..

ahh i just love my boyfriend ..

goodnight ~ toodles