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NEVER

2011-12-15T13:09:00.002+08:00

Im sorry , im not perfact .

im just a girl with dream , i dream big . i have so many things that i wanted to achieve , yet i never think far , thats why i achieved NON of my dreams .. i've been wanting so many things and i've work hard for it but i always fail . i gave up , i wanting something new , i fail again . i gave up and ended up , i get nothing ..

i just want to be sucessful , i want to make them proud , i want to be somebody to everybody . i want to be useful .

im sorry , i never have chance to be all the things i wanna be . im a looser , failure , a girl who only know how to dream but does'nt want to work hard . F.M.L

keep holding

2011-12-14T22:48:00.002+08:00

" i began to realise that no other girls can replace you . How can i replace someone that i love soo much ? it's impossible .

you are the beat to my heart , the apple to my eye , the direction in my life , the soul to my body , etc . there are infinite words for me to describe you , MY ONE AND ONLY . i love you soo much . falling in love with you is the one of the best thing thats had happened in my life . i'll keep on holding to on to you thru our ups and downs . im soo inlove with you , and i just want you to remember that you will forever be in my heart .. " - sheikh Abdurrahman <3

real love .

2011-12-04T22:50:00.005+08:00

according to you , im stupid , im useless i can't do anything right .. according to you im difficult , hard to please , forever changing my mind .. im a mess in a dress ,can't show up on time , even if it would save my life , according to you , to you .

according to you im boring , im moody , and you cant take me any place . according to you im sucks at telling jokes , cause i always give it away..hmph , im the girl with the worst attention span ,you are the boy who puts up with that. but , according to this boy here ,

IM BEAUTIFUL , INCREDIBLE , HE CANT LET ME OUT OF HIS HEAD , ACCORDING TO HIM IM FUNNY ,IRRESISTIBLE,EVERYTHING HE EVER WANTED <3

everything is opposite,i dont feel like stopping it, so baby tell me what i got to lose . he's into me for everything im not according to you . i need to feel appriciated , like im not hated , why cant yu see me through his eyes ? its too bad you're making me dizzy . but according to me , you're stupid , you're useless and you cant do anything right ..

ahh i just love my boyfriend ..

goodnight ~ toodles

i loe you like a love song baby ~

2011-11-22T22:18:00.003+08:00

I confess you are the best thing in my life

If it's love,And we decide that it's forever,No one else could do it better..

2011-11-13T20:40:00.002+08:00

You are the best thing that has every happened to me

my life, 6th

2011-11-02T18:53:00.002+08:00

happy sixth monthsary together sayang , and happy belated 18th birthday . iLoveYou <3

thanks for today , had soooo much fun at zoo <3

you are my angle without wings my magnify life's simpler things . you are my jewel , you are a pearl .

you are my one and only,boy. i can't believe that you are mine . each day, you are my valentine.six months ago,our path began .. and, i am proud to be your girl .

thats why i love you ,

2011-10-27T23:48:00.001+08:00

im so glad i found you , i love being around you

2011-10-27T14:33:00.001+08:00

i confess you are the best thing in my life ..

2011-10-20T14:19:00.003+08:00

wonder womens

2011-10-20T13:28:00.006+08:00

my wonder womens ..

it's been almost a year of our friendship and i love you girls loads <3 we've been through thick and thin of life together . we fights for right and we stand for each other . we starts from a stranger and who'd guess we're this close now .

friends

sometimes life is never fair
when you think your friends are always there
the years you think will be the best
fun and games you never rest
you’re all together side by side
they always helped you when you cried
It’s hard to see, but very clear
It’s like a crystal, like a tear
you see them now in memories
the way they laugh and speak and tease,
but in your heart you’ll always know
they are

by your side they’ll never go

Faithfulness is the key to being a good friend,
Respect them from beginning to end.
Neglect is something never to do,
Depend on them they’ll see you through.
Secrets are things you should be able to share,
Helping them out and showing you care.
Inseparable is how we will be,
Preparing for life: just you and me.

i pray i wish we can have this forever

2011-10-11T01:51:00.000+08:00

i've never felt love like this .

2011-10-06T23:28:00.002+08:00

hehehe .

cos im madly inlove

2011-10-03T01:48:00.002+08:00

You're stuck on me and my laughing eyesI can't pretend though I try to hideI like you, I like youI think I felt my heart skip a beat ,I'm standing here and I can hardly breathe.You got me yeah, you got me.The way you take my hand is just so sweet,And that crooked smile of yours..It knocks me off my feet.Oh, I just can't get enough,How much do I need to fill me up?It feels so good, it must be love.It's everything that I've been dreaming of..

I give up, I give in, I let go, let's begin' , Cause no matter what I do,Oh, my heart is filled with you
I can't imagine what it'd be like,Living each day in this life Without you, without you..One look from you, I know you understand.This mess we're in, you know is just so out of hand..I hope we always feel this wayI know we will.And in my heart I know that you'll always stay..

i never told you

2011-10-03T01:32:00.003+08:00

I miss those blue eyes,How you kissed me at night,I miss the way we sleepLike there's no sunrise Like the taste of your smile,I miss the way we breathe , But I never told youWhat I should have said .No I never told you ,I just held it in.And now.. I miss everything About you.I can't believe I still want you,After all the things we've Been through..I miss everything about youWithout you..ohh noo~

you are the reason to my sleepless night

2011-09-29T01:11:00.003+08:00

4 more days,5th<3

he's the boy who will tell me 'NO' . he's the boy who can make jokes with me , and laugh at me at the same time .he's the boy who's not gorgeous but indeed enjoyable to look at .he's the boy who tells me everything . he's the boy who's always grumpy when i say something that will make him feel jealous , he's adorable . he's the boy who's willing to change his way for me . he's the boy who knows how to make me smile again after a fight . he's the boy who doesnt buy me gifts or makes suprises , he's diffrent from the others . he's the boy who i can be rough with . he'S the boy who accepts who i am, not the way i am. he's the boy that i can trust. he's the boy who always makes me realise mistakes that i did . he's the boy who will give me 50 over misscalls and msgs once i turn out to be silent . he's the boy who will always forgive me for every mistake that ive did. he's the boy who i love today tomorrow and forever and lastly , he's the boy who i want to marry and share my life with .

i love you , sheikh abdurrahman <3

2011-09-26T21:51:00.002+08:00

hey , im back blogging <3

one day , i'll prove to you that i am the one who can walk with you till the end .

and i'll be a friend who you can always rely on , the one who will stay with you no matter what .

complete

2011-07-20T23:17:00.002+08:00

they are the most important people in my life , i love them all <3

im not perfct , but i keep trying

2011-07-10T22:31:00.002+08:00

Falling a thousand feet per second, you still take me by surprise
I just know we can't be over, I can see it in your eyes
Making every kind of silence, takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

Making every kind of silence, it takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I wrong

I know that I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/h/hedley-lyrics/perfect-lyrics.html ]
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

When you're caught in a lie and you've got nothing to hide
When you've got nowhere to run and you've got nothing inside
It tears right through me, you thought that you knew me
You thought that you knew

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my, just myself
Just myself, myself, just myself

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying

my love ,

2011-07-07T22:19:00.001+08:00

i love you bby <3

officially ..

2011-05-12T23:55:00.000+08:00

hi, im attached <3

and i love my boyfriend .

We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere.

2011-04-01T02:25:00.002+08:00

when we first talked to each other,i knew we would always be friends.

our friendship has kept on growing,and i'll be here for you till the end.you listen when i have problems,and help dry the tears from my face.you take away my sorrow,and put happiness in its place.we can't forget the fun we've had,laughing till our faces turn blue.talking of things only we find funny , people think we're insane,if they only knew ~

i guess this is my way of saying thanks, for catching me when i fall . thanks once again for being sucha good friends,and being here with me through it all .

i love you guys loads <3

Everybody wants happiness nobody wants pain but you can't have a rainbow without a little rain.

2011-03-30T01:25:00.000+08:00

it's not as easy as ABC .

2011-03-20T01:13:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i last update my blog yo,kinda dusty.

i say everything's ok when everything's really not.i say that i'm not broken,i'm just simply falling apart. i still remember summer never looked the same. years go by and time just seems to fly but memories remain.

im happy that i get to stared at you however its only for a second <3>

well,im blessed to have my friends to be part of my life , i love you all soooooooo much <33>

2011-03-06T23:10:00.000+08:00

hello .

i want to stay this way .

there are no words, to paint a picture of me.

everyday you tear me down, and everynight you turn around .

it aint no lie , i have to tell you how i feel . if i could be your wonderwomen , i'd fly you to the stars and back again. cause everytime you touch my hand, you feel my powers running through my veins. but i can only write this post to tell you that im not strong. cos im no wonderwomen,i hope you miss me like i am .

tell me why you giving up? isit worth enough? i guess its not i cant believed that it happend to me =

thanks for making me feel alive

2011-02-25T11:06:00.000+08:00

i miss you

stay calm everythings gonna be alright

2011-02-16T06:37:00.000+08:00

hello ,
can you hear me ?

i've got something to tell you, i was lost and you saved me..

i am proud,i am strong and you've been here all along. im so glad that it happened this way.

im staring at the glass in front of me,it is half empty of our wins or have i ruined all you've given me?

i know i've been selfish. but to look through that and you will see,i'll do better,i know i can do better.

if you leave me tonight,i'll wake up alone.dont tell me ive to do it on my own.

everythink looked fine. i put my feelings into words.

tell me that you need me and it'll be alriight,are you thinking of me? just come to me tonight.i know i need you just like you need me. can't stop and i wont stop , i must be dreaming. i had enough..

i had enough ..

dont even say goodbye.i want you to know,that i'm going to miss you hold on to my heart...

gonna cry to the bottom of my heart. i never thought i'd would be so hard . i belive i told some lies, im holding on to all i had,i'm saying sorry boy, i was bad. you understand what im going through im licky to have you :)

we're awesome

2011-02-13T14:33:00.000+08:00

they are the best i ever had <3

im lucky to have sucha awesome babygirls . thank god for this wonderful friendship .im blessed<3

on the 12febuary , it's syu's 19th birthday ! celebrated at pasir ris park :D fun yo. its been awhile since we meet .

its sad to know that one of us is having a disease that may cause death. allah~

Allah creates tests for his servants bcos he knows we are able to overcome it :)

i know, shes strong ! may our friendship last forever, amin <3

2011-02-11T01:18:00.001+08:00

IT'S VALENTINES

2011-02-09T14:33:00.000+08:00

i dont need anything , all i need is you love hunneh <3

COS U'RE THE BEST I EVER HAD

2011-02-06T21:41:00.000+08:00

awesome life . yet , there's still somthing not right . hmms ~

and, i miss this people damn much :

and UZAIZAH and zainab too .. i feel like crying now T_T

im fallen

2011-01-30T23:32:00.000+08:00

i miss garrett cheese popcorn , gonna bite u on fri ^^v

i feel like killing myself cos i just sucks in making decisions ! FML

I LOVE MY FRIENDS YO.

they inspiriting me alot , especially YOU. i dont know how to thank you who had always give me sucha great advices and make me stand strong . kau idolah ku <3>

2011-01-27T21:03:00.000+08:00

sayang semuanya

2011-01-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

i miss aljunied :')
the place where, i first learnt how to be independent, to write , to read , to respect , and here i am now, ive becoming a PERSON. who knows,what is good and what is bad .the place where i get to know banyak awesome people , my asatizah<3>since shaz kental lodeh , sampai dah 19 ?! hmmm~ it had been 10 years ~i'll cherish every moments together .
shazeera sayang aljunied family , shazeera tetap jiwa aljunied :)
thanks :')

awesome mowsome

2011-01-23T11:02:00.000+08:00

hey handsome and pretty readers .

hmm hmm , i feel soo outdated that actually there's alot of intresting places in singapore that i didnt know =.=' LOL

last friday , fatched shifa' from school then off to her crib . ohya, on our way to woodland , bumped into syafiqah dalam train . she's cute yet O-M-G i cant belive that was her . k watever ^^ to cut it short , we went to admiralty park and there's this place where kalau org tk nmpk org tk tawu, yeah! haha camwhored ^^v then we walked to woodland waterfront a.k.a JOHOR ! hahaha . i fall inlove with the place please, cos its veh veh relaxing futhermore , bila petang and you can watch the sun goes down veh clearly , subhanallah , NAAAIIIZZEEE <3>

walked back to woodland mrt , pasar mlm ^^v then trained to admiralty and homed :) thats all about my awesome friday with my BGF, shifa' <3

my saturday..

as ussual la , angklong .. but before that i attended ite talk -.-' and i was late for angklong . took taxi to paya lebar thn bused to school. hahs. theres 8 new angklong members :D and we the seniors have to guide bdk2 baru .. intresting ! can't belive this yr was my 4th yr with angklunites ! but sadly , i've to leave them this year, due to my school timetable :')

afta angklong, trained to eunos, meet syafiq and bused to AMK. jmpe his frn, amirul accompanied him to beli kasut,we buy mkn blablabla and took cab to seranggon. omg, i was nervors ! hahha tk knl k bdkbdk takraw, only afew lah -.-' so yeah.

its already 8:15pm belum maghrib -.-' he walked me to istiqamah mosque. thn i ased him to pergi dulu lah ,cos dia ada takraw, konon nye i can manage on my own lah nak gi sana balik. -.-' sekali .. yeah, S-E-S-A-T :DDD apek and nyonya blured whn i ased them ' excuse me, do you know where's takraw court ? which block? ' they were like ' 0_o? takraw court ? semo court ? ' i was like ' erkk, its k, THANKS ! :D -.- ' pusing2 also tk jumpa, skali nmpk 55, tros naik and balik c:

bye ^^v

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning.

2011-01-20T00:35:00.000+08:00

"We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to accept the life that is waiting for us"

im doing good yo. my life was awesome <3

can't wait for new school , new people , new friends . omg can't imagine will be having indian and chinesse mates ! haha..

actually,i desprately wanna blog, cos my page kinda dusty but i have no idea what to talk about -.-'

till we meet again,bye

and seriously , cerita ' aku masih dara ' made me cry ! sedih gils not only sedih, but lelaki mcm firdaus tu one in a million =')

better yet,SHUT UP if you dont have anythink positive to say

2011-01-10T14:20:00.000+08:00

SHUT UP, I KNOW WHAT IM DOING.

why cant everyone just shut up and live their own life ? im tired of hearing all those fucking rumours,it pissed me off.

my life my choice,stop judging others by what you see,treasure them and you will understand . urgh

mom,actually im scared to face reality. i've no self-confident to make any desicions. theres alot of chances infront of me,i just need to grab it.but the reason why im still like this is beacause, IM NOT READY,idk why but im just scared.i need to build self-confident in me. shits~

people change ,

2011-01-04T07:13:00.000+08:00

i miss everyone who've changed .

i miss my daddy szooo much.i mean the old him. he changed alot since last 2 years,and after what he did towards my family was damn P.I.T.A !i am very dissapointed cos,u've ruin my birthday on the 241109 and u made the changes to our family .i dont know whats on your mind.you are sucha family man , caring , funny person and nice too last time but i dont know what makes you changed soo suddent.

whatever itis , im still thankfull that you're still here for us but we're not as close as last time . this house was not as bright as before,i seldom hear your laughter,voice,nags,and all which im missing it badly since you're not staying with us anymore.

and i thank god that we still can feel his existance as in eventho we're seperated , but he still here with us and make us feel like we still have father who still care and love us.he never ferget us . he spend most of his free time with us c: only that we're not staying together c:

whatever it is, im happy to have you as my dad <3

this is all life .

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2011-01-02T00:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVEREYBADEH ~

finally its 2011, amazing.

well , my first day of the year was awesome . went to rabiatul's brother wedding at sembawang with my partner,shifa' <3

laughed our ass out at funny looking people and yeah those makcik's makcik's , you know? makcik's makcik's if dah jumpa~ lol

ohhya, the unawesome part of my new year was whn i bumped rashad ali. he thought that im going to that wedding with -.-? wth it had been a year lah dude,you dont know meh ? haiya u spoilted my awesome new year already cos my hati pecah.
nehmind , since you used to be my good friend, i forgive you. shazeera is a better person what ~ must forgive and forget ^^,

then, walked to sembawang mrt and trained to woodland.. went to marsiling lama? ohya!! ada org mati at marsiling,idk what that place lah, but the pat marsiling and ade pond ke sungai gitu. polis blocked thn got tent . seram. yeah~wow marsiling lama macam penisular sikitsikit,alot of immatations nye barang, velly cheap one.then shifa's dad called ask to meet at cousway,bus to causway at had dinner at pastamania,speacial thanks to shifa's family for the treat<3>

BLAHBLAHBLAH ~ by 930pm i trained and bused home.

well ~ meybe what nysa told me was true, "god got something better plan for us. :) just stay strong, my mom always tell me this, "kiter sebagai perempuan hati mesti nak kuat. dont let love poison our mind." " i just have to keep believing! thanks alot nysa said . ure sucha naize person actually. hehe <3