You fill all the space in my mind and heart.

babe ,
Thank you loving me for who I am. Thanks for making me laugh and smile when i’m sad or have a bad day. I still get excited when I see your name pop up on my phone. You’re always on my mind . Babe, you know I love you and I tell you everyday to remind you, but you’ll never know how much I love you because my love for you can’t be expressed in words. I know I’m not the best, but I’ll always be here for you if you let me. How I wish that I could spend my whole life under the skies watching the stars with you? You’re the first and last person I want in my life. No amount of distance, pain, fights or differences in opinion can break our bond. We’re like the best of friends and the deepest of lovers.When I am with you, it feels like a dream come true. You are my angel from heaven. I love you. I cannot find words to tell you how much I love you. You mean everything to me. Please stay by my side forever. I cannot possibly think of loving anyone else the way I love you. I cannot imagine my life without you. Or relationship is like that of Tom and Jerry show. We tease each other, knock each other down, chase each other, irritate each other terribly but we can never live this life without one another.You know my darkest secrets and my happiest moments you see me more often at my worst than at my best.  You are my strength and my weakness, my joy and my headache I am so thankful And glad .You make me fall for you everyday, over and over again.  want you to know how much I appreciate all of the things you do for me. you make me feel needed, wanted, and cared about. You are absolutely amazing. the most amazing person I have ever met. You always make sure i’m smiling, laughing, and having a good time. When I am in your arms i feel so safe and it makes me think I am the luckiest girl in the world to have such an amazing boyfriend. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. You have the most caring heart. For once in my life I feel beautiful and wanted. It is unbelievable how I can be myself around you and feel so close to you, I feel like I have known you forever! I couldn’t imagine my life without you. I may not be the nicest or the best girlfriend sometimes, and I promise you that I will treat you how you deserve to be treated from now on..  I’ve never felt this way about anyone in my life. I’ve never had second thoughts or regrets about us. With all the tears and trouble we’ve been through its worth it because I got to share my heart with you! You’ve opened my eyes to love and true happiness!Baby, i’m glad that you came into my life. I love you! I just love everything about you, your magical eyes, the sound of your voice and your gentle touch! I cant stop thinking about you when were apart! you mean the world to me, you are the best thing that has ever happened to me.once again, I love you babe .

im just lost . i dont know what's going on . i don't know what i've been doing for this 20 years of living . im just wasting my time .

i got to admit that i am so far away from the almighty , i wasted 20 years of living by not obeying him . i am the most sinful,weak and humble servant and at most times i forget. i need someone to slap and wake me up for stop thinking that i'm better than everyone else because i am definitely not.ya Allah, i seek refuge from all feelings of pride and ungreatfulness towards what you've given me. 

ya Allah , please open my heart my mind to for me to get closer to you . as i know , you know me the best and whatever you've prepared for me is certainly the best . please soften my heart and give me the strengh to overcome all the obstacles. for he does not test his servants without it being a sign of his love ..

" love yourself first "

im stuck between the two.

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HI HI HI HI HI 

I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO BLOG ABOUT , BUT I FEEL LIKE BLOGGING .

i wont talk bout life , cos it just bores me . 

currently listening to as long as you love me by bieber , i dont know why im listening to his song -.-'  he just annoying .

i just dont understand how people can love him so much ohya include my boyfriend . i dont like bieber so much .

i am starving here at home alone , actually there are leftovers in the refrigerator ,but im just plain lazy to heat it up . i just dont want to stand up and walk to the kitchen , im just lazy . i just want to sit here infront of my laptop the whole day . well , imma princess.

too many just , but i just love 'just' so just bare with me . he he he . 

ahaa mok's birthday is just 2 days ahead . umm umm im excited \^^/ im excited as if its my birthday hehe . oh but ofcourse im more sexcited for my birthday as parents organising birthday celebration for meh ! \^^/ but it's funny that mom bought stuff for decorations like as if her daughter is turning 2 instead of 20 ! seriously , for those who are invited , you'll be suprised ! there are cartoon caracters all over and yeah , GOODIE BAGS ! hahaha it's cute though . oh you guys just dont say that i am acting cute or something bcs i just dont care but i am cute . hahah joking :B

I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT IM BLABBERING ABOUT OMG , I JUST NEED FOODS ! bye

feel me

Sometimes I wonder how you do it.

How can you sit back and watch yourself hurt someone so bad and not feel any guilt.

You say things to me, about me, or behind me.

And you still look at me the same way.

With those eyes of green searching for the answers inside me.

You want to know everything.

You want to know how I feel

And if I am truly hurting inside.

You just have to ask.

And I’ll tell you.

I’ll tell you that you were the first boy I ever loved.

You were the one who took my heart and locked it inside of yours.

You placed my fingers in between each of yours.

And in the end,

You took that heart and you shredded it to pieces.

You could have just ripped it in half.

Then it would be easier to put back together.

But instead,

You tore it.

Piece by piece you shredded it.

And no one can fix it.

No one wants to.

Because they look at what you made me.

A girl with permanent tears painted on my face.

I am now just an empty void.

There is no desire to want to love again.

Because now there is only the fear of ruining

what I have tried so hard to build up.

i am still hurt of what had happened. You say things to me and those words really hurts me so badly . i can hardly forget everyting . I miss you oh so badly and you don't even care.I am trying to move on but my heart is still all torn apart. you don't call anymore and I am only good to you when I'm around.you were my first for a lot of things and I want you to be my last. 

and still counting ..

HAPPY 16th MONTHSAR 

I would like to take this opportunity to thank you for evey single things and all the sacrifices that you've done for me.

i really really really appriciate it . im sorry for all the heartbreaks , im sorry for always being cranky and hurts you .

thanks for always being there , thanks for loving me and thanks for still being with me despite my emoshit attitude .

i love you sheikh , forever and always <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">