hey boy , look at me .. think back and talk to me . did i behave according to plan ? and do you think im wasting my time doing things i wanna do? but it hurts when you dissapprove all along .. and now i try hard to make it , i just wanna make you proud. im never gonna be good enogh for you, can't pretend that im alright . and you cant change me .. im sorry i cant be perfect .. i try not to think, the thing i feel inside , did you know you used to be my hero? all the days you spent with me , now seems so far away and it feels like you dont care, anymore. i just wanna make you proud , i know im never gonna be good enough for you .. nothing's gonna change things that you said . i just cant belive its hard just to talk to you but you dont understand .. im sorry i cant be perfect . i have nothing .. i'll ruin your future , i am just wasting of time am not worth anything . you dont know how hurtful your words are . for you , it's a motivation for me but , i feel demoralised of what you said . you're not helping . i know where i stand i know what im doing and i DO think of my future .
i know, you're genius unlike me . stop treating me like a kid . its hurt , it really really really hurts me .
